Red Velvet #2

I’ve been struggling, hard. Treatment 2 of the red velvet feels like I’ve been taken in a back alley and beat up. I was puking a lot. I had the most intense “heart burn” that felt like I had drank gasoline from the esophagus down my chest. Everything burned, even water. Each day gets marginally better physically. I notice when my physical body is struggling, emotionally I’m struggling even more. Physical pain is emotionally exhausting.

A package came from Craig today! Craig listens to me for hours each week, if anyone understands my inner most workings it’s gotta be Craig …so I’m taking him choosing bad ass woman mugs for me a huge compliment.

I have 5 days off now and I’m filling them with rest and as much badassery as I can muster.